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[21 Feb 2005|04:40pm] |
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ok i never use this thing anymore but im so effing bored right now.
wow, i need to get out of my house like you don't understand.
and its vacation, i so should not be this bored.
and im so bored i can't even think of anything interesting to write.
grr.
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| last day of vaca =( |
[02 Jan 2005|01:03pm] |
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ok so today is the last day of vacation and because of that and a million other things im depressed. anyway on thursday i went to annes. we went to sarah's with monica and had a girl's night in =) well first we were just hanging out and then mike called us and wanted to go to the movies or the mall. we wanted to go to the movies but mike and tim only had a ride to the mall so we were just going to go to the movies ourselves and have a girls night out.. but then it turned out we didnt have a ride for the movies either so we decided we would just rent movies that would make us cry.. but then that didnt happen either lol. so we just ended up hanging out and talking the whole night. and lets just say some... interesting things happened. lmao it was a very crazy night. anne learned some new things.. and we were "liberating" ourselves.. omg lmao. we ended up getting home at like 12 and monicas mom was pissed =O so she couldnt hang out with us the next day like we planned =( *missed you monica* anyway then friday (new year's eve) me and anne went to mikes house for like a half an hour and then went to the movies with him, tim and this kid.. kenny i think? hes from south dakota.. yeah. lol anyway we saw spanglish (my second time seeing it) and omg the movie theater had no cup holders! wtf?! haha oh yeah we got in for free cuz mike's sister works there and her bf who's the manager got us all free passes *sshh*. after the movie we saw winslow and chris and it was cool that i got to meet them. ahah especially since chris heard everything that went on the night before cuz he was on the phone with sarah ;) and we wanted to hang out with all of them new year's eve night but anne's mom said no because she didnt want us out when there were drunk ppl everywhere? yeah lol so me and anne just went home and new year's eve night we hung out and watched the ball drop and got drunk off of sparkling cider haha. then we were gonna go to bed but tim called us to wish us a happy new year so we called him back and talked to him on the phone for like 2 hours and then went to bed cuz we were really tired and depressed. oh and me and anne's new year's resolution/goal is to get boyfriends. lol anyway saturday (new year's day) me and anne woke up depressed. we went to the mall with sarah and i bought something very bad, omg lmao anne. then me and anne went back to her house and looked for depressed clothes, put on dark makeup, and listened to avril lavigne. lmao.. then mike called me like right before we were about to leave to bring me home. so we talked to him on the phone the whole ride back to my house. then her and thomas came in my house and i like kicked them out lol. and then after like an hour of being home i realized that i wasnt with anne and got even more depressed. *separation anxiety =(* haha. then anne texts me saying i left my brush at her house and i think this is really funny. then she calls me and says you left your pillow here too. lmao it was hilarious. then i went to bed extremely depressed and now its the last day of vaca and im still depressed.
and yeah i need a new layout. =/
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| excitedness =) |
[29 Dec 2004|08:25pm] |
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kkk so i should be at annes right now but now i'm not going till tomorrow cuz her mom is sick. i was sad when i found out yesterday but it turned out to be kind of good cuz me and sabba had to do our english project and if we didnt have today we'd be screwed. so today sabba came over and we did our whole english project. and it actually came out really good =) and now i realized that i'm going to annes tomorrow. like, i knew but i just remembered and now i'm all excited again. and i'll be there till saturday night =) yeah so i'll update again when i get back from annes.
oh yeah i did this quiz thing.
Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"
Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.
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[27 Dec 2004|10:31pm] |
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so today was the boringest day ever. i did nothing. but i did get my new cell phone. its a camera phone and you can take videos with it ahh its awesome. then tonite i had to go to a wake cuz my dad's cousin died. i never even met him or half the ppl there. and theyre all like heyy and im like who the hell are you. anyway yesterday i went out with caroline. we went to the movies to see spanglish and it was amazing. im gonna see it again with anne. then after we went to the outback and had to wait for like ever. but it was fun. and it snowed! a lot. and it made me happy. right now im watching mean girls, love it<3 one more day and im going to annes =) so excited.
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| NOT depressed =) |
[26 Dec 2004|12:41pm] |
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k i just wanted to update and let everyone know that i'm NOT depressed anymore =) cuz everyones asking me and it was just this random thing so dont worry about it =) i'm actually in a very good mood today. later i'm going out with caroline and i just found out i'm sleeping over anne's wednesday to saturday ! yayness. ok so i have to go take a shower and get ready now. peace out peoples =)
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[25 Dec 2004|08:31pm] |
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so today is christmas. the presents and food part was good. im kinda depressed right now though.. dont even ask.
x\\ spell your name backwards: zil
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: i dont think so..
x\\ what song makes you cry: oh god too many
x\\ what song makes you happy: again manyy
x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: omg too many mann
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: everything
x\\ height: 5'6
x\\ hair color: dark blondeish
x\\ piercings: 2 in each ear
x\\ tattoos: none
right now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: polka dotted pj pants
x\\ what song are you listening to: 40 kinds of sadness by ryan cabrera
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: chocolate
x\\ whats the weather like?: very cold
x\\ how are you?: eh i dont really know
x\\ get motion sickness?: no
x\\ have a bad habit?: tons
x\\ get along with your parents?: somewhat
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: no unfortunately
x\\ have a current crush: uhh its a little more than a crush..
x\\ have a big regret: ughh yess
favorite . . .
x\\ tv show: laguna beach.. nd others
x\\ conditioner: herbal essences
x\\ book: this lullaby nd the notebook
x\\ non alchohol drink: red bull
x\\ things to do on the weekend: hang out with my friends
have you ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: i dont think so
x\\ ran away from home: no but ive thought about it
x\\ snuck out of the house: no im so boring
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: haha. no
x\\ made a prank phone call: yeah
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: cant say i have
x\\ use your parents credit card: no
x\\ skipped school before: besides faking sick not an entire day
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: no
x\\ been in a school play: yeah
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yeah
x\\ been in love: once
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: oh god yes
x\\ been hurt?: yess
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: nope
random . . .
x\\ have a job: no
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: the used- in love and death
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: periwinkle
x\\ what makes you happy?: being loved
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: idk i want a lot
when/what was the last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: well i got a note from christina.. if that counts
x\\ got an email: today
x\\ thing you purchased: my moms xmas present
x\\ Tv program you watched: law & order
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: meet the fockers
x\\ kissed: ehh.. too long ago
x\\ hugged: today
x\\ song heard: echo park
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: movie theater
x\\ phone call: my sister
x\\ you were depressed: right now
x\\ you were in the hospital: wow i cant remember.. actually i think last year maybe
when/what comes to mind when you hear . . .
x\\ car: what i need
x\\ murder: death
x\\ cape: magician
x\\ cell: motorola
x\\ shoe: pumas
x\\ fun: friends
x\\ crush: depressed
x\\ music: happy
x\\ chalk: school
x\\ love: you
x\\ goodnight: sleep
yeah merry xmas everyone.
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[22 Dec 2004|08:50pm] |
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today i went to the mall and finally finished my christmas shopping. glad i dont have to think about that anymore. 1 more day till the break, and 3 more days till christmas =)
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| much better. |
[21 Dec 2004|06:29pm] |
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ok so things in my life make SOO much more sense now. and omfg christmas is in 4 days. craziness man. i cant wait till the break <33
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| snow when you have school sucks =( |
[20 Dec 2004|07:42pm] |
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we were supposed to have a snow day today but we didnt. it snowed, but obviously not enough. and snow when you have school is not fun, its just pointless. therefore i was very annoyed today. my day in general wasnt bad though, just also kind of pointless. but some parts were good, and some parts were just gay. theres 3 more days of school left in this week and then its finallyy christmas break. its crazy that christmas is saturday though. it just doesnt feel like it, i guess cause time is going by sooo fast. i am happy that its here so soon though cause its one of the things in my life right now thats making me feel better. but then theres also the part that makes me unhappy.. anne knows what this is =/ and even though we totally got jipped on christmas break this year, at least we have a 10 day break. and im gonna go shopping after christmas =) and i'll probably end up going to annes for a few days so thats cool. anyway im just rambling right now so im gonna go take a shower.
anne i love you, everythings gonna be ok<3
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[19 Dec 2004|08:09pm] |
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i was bored.
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[18 Dec 2004|01:05pm] |
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CHRISTMAS IS IN 7 FUCKING DAYS =)
yesterday sabba came over after school and we basically just hung out. we walked to park and no one was home and i forgot my keys =O so when we got back we stayed in my garage for like 2 hours waiting for my mom to come home. haha it was hilarious. we went to blockbuster before to get movies but we didnt end up watching them cuz we watched degrassi. then we just hung out and some pretty funny things happened. haha anyway it was fun. today idk what im doing, i might be going out with caroline and ppl but im not sure if thats still happening. i need to go to the mall cuz i have to finish my fucking christmas shopping. its crazy christmas is in 7 days i have to finish. i might do that today, hopefully.
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[15 Dec 2004|07:04pm] |
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growing up sucks and not all kisses are
magic and most boys do not live up to your
your expectations but there are those
times when everything... I mean love;
romance; relationships it all falls together
perfectly and its incredible it's those
moments that make growing up no matter
how depressingly far and few between
all worth it. - Dawsons Creek
wow is that not the bestest most truest quote you've ever read? yes i think so. and YES i still watch dawson's creek reruns. anyway today was a very ghey day, unlike yesterday which was a very good day. but i dont feel like explaining. aw rob went to st. john's today, poor anne =(
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| i love this song. |
[13 Dec 2004|04:13pm] |
'Iris' - The Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
that's just so me right now<3
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[12 Dec 2004|08:13pm] |
yeah leave me alone about the music choice. ;)
ok so this weekend was definitely nothing special. i was planning on finishing my christmas shopping, but didnt. i got a haircut yesterday. its nothing dramatic, i just got a trim but i did get the side bang thing =D it looks pretty good. ooo and my mom decided to be nice and gave me my straightner as an early christmas present! im so excited i havent had a straightner in so long cuz it broke and i really needed one. so now i can make my hair look half decent =) oh and my mom also bought me say anything on dvd and said i could have it now instead of for christmas. and now im doing homework cuz im such a procrastinator and didnt do it before. i have to read romeo & juliet for english and a bunch of other shit. christmas is in exactly 12 days, not counting today, and there's only 9 days of school left. that is just crazy, but its also very exciting. i love christmas =)
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[10 Dec 2004|07:47pm] |
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i would just like to start this out by saying I LOVE ANNE AND SHES MY BESTEST FRIEND =] and shes depressed right now and its sad. cuz i was depressed like 3 days ago and now im not and she is. ok anyway its friday and i wish i could go to annes right now =[ but whatever.
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[08 Dec 2004|07:59pm] |
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today i didnt go to school. instead i went shopping at the outlets in riverhead with mi madre. did a lot of christmas shopping. i'm also happier again, idk why i just feel better. right now i'm on the phone with anne and i still have a shitload of homework to do.
oh yeah, i did this before.
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[06 Dec 2004|09:34pm] |
mood | not too good, but better than before
music | a favor house atlantic - coheed & cambria
ok so i feel a little better now. im still pretty upset but its better than before. like, i talked to sabba and she gave me some good advice : make a christmas list. haha and it worked. yeah but life still sucks. but hey at least its christmas time. i guess now the only reason i'll be looking forward to christmas break is for christmas...
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[06 Dec 2004|08:28pm] |
mood | cynical
music | a decade under the influence - tbs
yeah so being happy doesnt work for me. life has to suck. yup.
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[04 Dec 2004|09:38pm] |
mood | anxious
music | 'Always' blink-182
ok so tonite i went out with caroline. we went to town and went to the bellmore movies, cuz there was nothing at bellmore playhouse or merrick, and we saw finding neverland. it was so sad but omg it was so good and i loved it. johnny depp is so hot, wow. after we went to brooklyn pizza for dinner. anyway it was fun hanging out with her cuz i havent in a while and i had a good time :) and now im home and doing nothing. tomorrow we're decorating the christmas tree yay lol. christmas is in like 3 weeks and thats just crazy.
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[03 Dec 2004|11:45pm] |
i did this.
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = enternal sunshine of the spotless mind
:x: movie you bought = uptown girls
:x: song you listened to = kill by jimmy eat world
:x: song that was stuck in your head = drop it like its hot by snoop dogg
:x: cd you bought = jessica simpson – rejoyce the christmas album
:x: cd you listened to = something corporate - north
:x: person you've called = anne
:x: person that's called you = my dad
:x: tv show you've watched = radio free roscoe
:x: person you were thinking of = <3
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yes
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = CALIFORNIA
:x: you think about suicide = no
:x: you believe in online dating = no, you could end up dating a sycho or something
:x: others find you attractive = well you’ll just have to ask them now wont you.
:x: you want more piercings = yes
:x: you like cleaning = no, unless im in a sycho cleaning mood, which isnt often
:x: you like roller coasters = some
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = for
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = if you want to smell, get ugly, and die earlier than you have to, GO RIGHT AHEAD
:x: driving drunk = i dont think anyone is actually for this.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = i personally dont think its right but if thats your thing, hey i cant stop you.
:x: soap operas = only general hospital
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = no
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = duh
:x: ever been in a fist fight = no
:x: ever been arrested = nope
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = it changes
:x: shoes do you wear = i have a lot, but usually my black nd white pumas
:x: are you scared of = BUGS, big stairs in malls, escalators, bad change
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= once
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once
:x: of hearts I have broken? = idk
:x: of girls I have kissed? = none nd never
:x: of boys I have kissed? = 1
:x: of girls I've slept with? = none nd never
:x: of boys I've slept with? = none yet
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 1
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= never i think
:x: of scars on my body? = about 3
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = theres a few things
favorite:
5 letter word: crazy
actor/actress: johnny depp nd julia roberts
Candy: skittles
Cartoon: winnie the pooh
Cereal: lucky charms
Chewing gum: orbit in wintergreen
Color(s): blue
Color nail polish: pink
Day of week: friday nd saturday
Least fave day: monday
Flower: daisies
Jello flavor: strawberry
Jewelry: rings
Special skills/talents: I DONT HAVE SPECIAL SKILLS
Summer/Winter: Winter
Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pools
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: me
Made you cry: cough, anne knows
You went to the movies with: anne, monica, mike, tim, rob
Yelled at you: my mom
Sent you an email: idk
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes its so much fun!
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: of course
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: no
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: yea haha
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: i live in new york, and if by that you mean the city, yes ive also been there.
Been to California: no but OMG I WANT TO
Hawaii: no
China: ew no
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: no
South America: no
Australia: no.. wow i like havent been anywhere
Wished you were the opposite sex: no, i actually like being a girl
What time is it now?: 11:43 PM
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: Blue.
Walmart or target?: target
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: go to bed
What was the last meal you ate?: pretzels, if that’s a meal ?
High school or college?: high school, cause ive never been to college
Are you bored?: kind of
Last noise you heard?: tv
Last smell you sniffed?: idk
Last time you went out of state/province?: the summer
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